Past, Present, Permanent

that's right. four hours. i only managed four hours of studying today.

i'm gonna fail. terribly.

geog test on monday i think. muz study tmr. yup. it's monday. asking ng about what topic...

if one has no friends, one will not have any friendship problems.
but then again, if one has lots of good friends, there will be no friendship problems.

which one will you choose?

which choice will i make?

it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
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it has been said that i'm very closed up. i don't tell people everything, or anything at all. it has been said that it leads to misunderstandings.

it's not a misunderstanding.

"misunderstanding" is a term coined by the one who is "misunderstood". but what if it's intentional?
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should i be more open? should i tell people about me? the real me?

i don't want to sound so extra. i don't want to burden anyone with my problems and feelings.

i don't relieve stress. maybe only on this bloggie. but still, i seldom actually tell people anything about me.

i wonder how the world percieves me. i wonder what other people think of me as.

either good or bad person.

will i be fully understood by anyone?

if so, who will be that person?

if so, how?

will i let myself be understood?

or will my best friend still be the bedroom wall?