Past, Present, Permanent

i think i can predict the future. or worse.

thursday night/friday morning, i had a dream. i don't remember what the topic was about, but i do recall very vividly me looking into a toilet bowl, containing shit. luckily dreams have no smell. yeah, someone has no bathroom manners. when i woke up, that was the only scene that remained in my mind. i wondered what significance that might be.

later in the day, even before i was about to go lps, i felt like shitting.

i had to hold it back the whole day. not funny. it still hurts a bit now.
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i want photoshop! i cant believe i borrowed shaun's photoshop and lent it to minpei, for so many months, and i didn't even install it onto my com. i feel like doing photo editing and touching up. i did a minor thing on an avril pic in my phone, but it was quite tedious.
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anyways i'm learning To Zanakand, the ffx song. bit by bit. but i need to learn the score first. it's been so long since i actually played something on piano. to be able to play Zanakand, now that would be a great achievement.

my target: to be able to play it in front of ben chua.
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oh ya, my thumbdrive still with yong jing. nabeh, i want it back, but it's holiday. zzzz. should have remembered it before school closed.
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think i'll go now. it's like almost 2am.