now you know. but don't feel sad or anything. cuz i don't anymore. i'll just take it as it comes. like chess. with every move i make, the opponent is always one more move closer to my king, to victory. and i can't change his or my past moves. i can only play my next card and see how it affects the world.
and, keep at whatever you're doing. do it well, and do it happily with no regret or any side feelings. and while you're at it, keep in mind that not all things come to a happy ending. but even then, we must enjoy the time before the end.
and, with all due respect, i am totally out of it. don't say you're cutting in or anything. even at the time when you got to know each other, we were already quite rocky. it wouldn't have taken much to tear the remaining strings apart. it has nothing to do with you. any involvement will only result in further resentment from either side.
still, a person like that should deserve a guy like you, who knows and cares with all your heart. strike while the iron is hot. don't let this chance slip.
and support will be there
1. Your name plus "o" ?
♥ lumo?
2. Two feelings at the moment ?
♥ happy and sad
3. What are you listening to right now?
♥ noise
4. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
♥ 1st i thought of was "chasing the ghost of a good thing"
5. Describe where you are right now ?
♥ my bedroom. lit with two lights.
6. What is your highlight for the week?
♥ oral tmr
7. What are you craving to have right now?
♥ do OK for oral
8. Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
♥ got, the time i fall down near my kindergarten and kena my both knees
9. A not-so-good childhood memory ?
♥ that one la ^
10. What are your nicknames ?
♥ lum
11. Your plans for tomorrow ?
♥ do OK for oral.
12. Your two plans for today ?
♥ do more maths after this then sleep
13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
♥ sam.
14. Do you party?
♥ only in maple
15. Do you like twins ?
♥ have twin cousins. cute for now.
16. Fill in the blank "I am ..
♥ can change a bit? "wa si lin lao pei"
17. Last meal?
♥ normal chinese meal, rice + 2 meat + 2 veg
18. Say anything you like to whoever is reading.
♥ ty for reading.
19. Are you feeling hungry?
♥ i just eat la u.
20. Who do you miss right now ?
♥ no one really.
21. Last friend you saw online?
♥ i'm still online.
22. Last friend you saw go offline ?
♥ dint notice:DD
23. What do you like about night ?
♥ the darkness outside.
24. If you were in a farm, what do you want to see?
♥ animal la. if no animal den i go farm for wad
25. Last person who gave a comment to you?
♥ dun rmb. wait i go see.. ah, TXM XIAORU. dunno who la
26. Did you like it?
♥ it said "thanks for the add. intros?? takecares :D". what say u?
27. Do you play an instrument? What instrument ?
♥ guitar, keyboard. computer keyboard
28. What song did u last hear?
♥ i will answer no more of this.
29. Where did you hear it from ?
♥ phone
30. Now what are you listening to?
♥ noise
31. Who haven't you seen in awhile?
♥ so many. 1st i thought of was jen
32. Do you miss them?
♥ think so. but not a lot la.
33. Where are they!?
♥ home
34. Given a choice, would you sing or dance ?
♥ sian. i can't do both to save my life. maybe sing.
35. What were you doing before answering this survey?
♥ thinking of what to do.
37. What is the favorite brand of shoes u have?
♥ etnies.
38. Brad pitt or keanu reeves?
♥ keanu! "wa jin eh si NEO".
39. When/Where were you born?
♥ 291292
40. Do you consider yourself a jolly person?
♥ i drink jolly shandy
41. Do you have a dirty mind?
♥ "De wa ke lup sup yi peng"
42. What would you do if you found out your ex is engaged?
♥ "so what?"
43. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
♥ so many times. i tell myself like dun tell laidat, no use liao.
44. Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
♥ yeah! omg. now i realise. lol.
45. Are you aware of what happens around you?
♥ not that often, but sometimes.
46. When is your next road trip?
♥ to school at 6.45am
1. Do you want to grow old with someone or be single?
--with someone la. maybe a maid so i dun have to do housework. a wife is too expensive for the same purpose
2. what were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
--slping still
3. what were you doing 30 minutes ago?
--thinking of what to do
4. what was something that happened to you in 1992?
--was borned. almost 1993 lor.
5. If you were stranded on an island with the person you hated and without food what would you do:
--tell him that the bottom of the ocean got telephone can call for help and ask him go cuz i dun swim
6. When someone catches your eye, do you try to make eye contact or avoid it?
--if it's ppl i dun like den of coz my eye siam. but if ppl i like then i will also siam cuz paiseh. but if normal ppl den i say "diao simi diao?"
7. what color is your hairbrush?
--i guy la.
8. what was the last thing you bought?
--a bus ride home
9. when do u know when ur in love?
--when i start building castles on pillars of salt and sand
10.have you been to china?
--maple one have. real one no. but i flew over it (i think) on the way to taiwan
11. where do you keep your money?
--in wallet and in bank. where else u keep. underwear ah.
12. have you traveled outside the country?
--zzz, duh.
14. do you like peanut butter?
--can la. but if eat then go out a bit paiseh cuz it stick to ur top of ur mouth
15. What is your motto on love?
--Just Do It.
16. The thing you love about relationships ?
--the other half la duh -.-
17. The thing you love about being single?
--no responsibility lol. can play game without ppl complain
18. Would you give up a dream for someone you love?
--the "someone" would be the dream, innit?
19. do you wanna cut your hair?
--it's 1cm long.
20. are you over the age of 25?
--wish so.
21. do you talk a lot?
--may talk if i want to. can't talk if i have to. will talk if it's not allowed
22. do you watch The O.C.?
--orh chiu (black hand)? ya, when i do painting.
23. does your screen name have an "x" in it?
-msn name u mean? nope.
24. do you know anyone named Kelsey?
--is he a nice guy?
25. favorite ice cream?
--coffee.
26. Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time?
--dunno. dun have a dateable friend-for-a-long-time
27. are you typically a jealous person?
--nt really la.
28. Is there such thing as a perfect relationship?
--romeo and juliet lor. but it'll end anyway.
29. name a friend whose name starts with the letter "c":
--charmaine.
30. who's the last person to call you?
--heng
31. last magazine you bought?
--Lime. that was SOOO long ago.
32. do you chew on your straws?
--sometimes when i bored
33. do you have curly hair?
--no. normal straight hair.
34. can you dance like a chicken?
--i chicken out when asked to dance. does that count?
36. last concert?
--MCR. i think my only concert too
37. what is something you say a lot?
--sian
38. favorite color?
--any color la. say how many time liao
39. do you know what a plectrum is for?
--not now, no. wait till i google it. oh chey, pick.
40. do you have to work tomorrow?
--sch lor.
41. who was the last person you said I love you to?
--does my blog count as a person?
42. what should you be doing right now?
--practice reading out loud chinese
43. do you have a nickname?
--lum
44.Are you a heavy sleeper?
--i can sleep through thunder that wakes the family up. so, maybe.
45. do you watch tv?
--sometimes. when i sian of everything else i could do.
46. is there anyone you love right now?
--myself. the most. =)