Past, Present, Permanent

maybe i'm just childish. after all, it happened so long ago. and i thought i had gotten over it already last december.

but then again, it's a big thing. and i, unlike some people, have no prior experience involving these kind of things. i guess i have to learn huh. falling down is a way to get up. no use lying on the floor to be stepped on.

and i never wanted this issue to be brought up again. that post, it was just a passing remark. if i offened someone, then i apologise. for being stupid. for being childish. for getting me into this mess. for even existing at all.

you know something? this is not worth blogging about. i'm off to do my chem homework

when you walked away
did you feel the pain
the pain that she carries with her now

did you feel the hurt
the hurt that she has in her heart
she can't escape it

cc

"why don't you come back?" she says
"why don't you come back?"
"you know i can't be without you"

but you kept on walking
you never turned around
you never saw how much she cried for you