Thinking of you MAPLE on Saturday, April 12, 2008
it all ends on friday. finally, after almost half a year or so of cracking my brains over it, the life sci competition is coming to a close. and man, you will never know how that feels. maybe only ng knows. lol.
i'm at mcdonalds queensway now. waiting for the poster to be printed. all i can do is wait. bought a stupid doublecheese just so i can set up camp here. man, this laptop looks so buang beside all the others around me. macbook air, lenovo, asus (the new one)... so embarrasing. i wonder if anyone will notice the serial number...
still have half an hour more to go. what should i do? i forgot to bring my bio book. and tuition is gonna be pushed to 2.10pm cuz there was a traffic jam and the teacher got stuck. so that's half the afternoon gone. and i want to do my amaths paper! how am i supposed to to do it right after 2 hours of chinese? this is madness.
didnt bring ears as well. or i would go browsing through 30 seconds to mars vids. i find an affinity with them. their songs are not as emo as MCR, but just as attractive and aligned with my life.
it's raining very heavily. there's no one outdoors. only cats and traffic. wish i could be out there. the loneliness beckons. one day, i'll find a place where i can spend my time alone. where no one will ever know. where no one can ever find me. i need a place for solace. my quiet retreat away from this harsh world.
meanwhile, all i can do is find a way to cope with the pain that forces its way in. well, you've heard of the phrase "fight fire with fire". and i am grateful that i have heard of it. it works wonders.
Thinking of you MAPLE on Saturday, April 12, 2008