i can totally TOTALLY believe i'm still up doing the report. it's crazy, doing it by myself. luckily chen xi and dean helped on the results and methods respectively. or else, i tell u, i'd be six feet under already. this is killing me badly BAD T.T
just got the misc fees bill. i kinda empathise with keith now. we are paying a LOT of unnecessary fees. it's crazier. we have to pay 30 bloody bucks for our leavers ceremony. what is this, AIRPORT TAX?? i want to leave this school and i have to PAY for it?! this is madness!
once i had a talk with a certain mr tan. he told me that the school is losing money, because the electricity bills are too high. they spend about $250,000 on electricity per annum. so they have to collect back the loss from the students. and how is that becoming our problem? we pay our school fees. government subsidise until it's only about some friggin 10bucks. and now you're telling me that we have to pay for YOUR bills? you friggin duct-taped cheapsk8erbois. are you running a business? is your aim to make a stupid profit out of everything you see? some people are suffering without air-con for a year already. they cannot train in that kind of condition. it's a friggin COMPUTER ROOM for gods sake. don't you know that computers cannot take constant temperature our room is in?
okay now i've let my steam out, i managed to complete my report too. and finally i can work my MSN again. maybe my world is slowly forming back up. this is good, i guess.
considering that i'm gonna get
shilian for a third time coming.
anyway i was just looking thru my trophies and awards. of the several there, only a few are actually won by me myself. and they are:
1) my P6 CCA achievement award. but it's not even the official one. just some recognition thingy.
2) 2006 Keppel Junior Golf Competition, 2nd. wow.
3) 2007 Keppel Junior Golf Competition, 3rd. wow.
4) 2006 Maris Stella Annual Cross-Country, collar pin, 28th
5) 2008 Maris Stella Annual Cross-Country, collar pin, 40th. i totally screwed up this year's one.
yup. that's all. i'm kinda useless on my own. even the biathlon, finisher medal. couldnt have done it without alfred neo swimming.
and i;m confused about whether i should do more self-reflection or stop thinking about myself and think about others. because the problem lies in me.
Thinking of you MAPLE on Tuesday, March 18, 2008
