Past, Present, Permanent

days have passed. weeks. exams are coming. i wonder how you're doing. better than me, i hope. at least you don't have me on your mind. one less worry for you. still, i wish i could be there with you, to live thru this stressful period together. it's so hard to study, knowing that there's no one to turn to when i hit a ditch. hope you're having an easier time.

i wonder if you'll read this space again. it's funny how much people change over time.. even a short period of time. it must have affected you really badly...

i'll be happy to take your pain and hurt for you, as long as you feel alright. it'll be worth it. if you're happy, i'll be feeling the same for you. even if leaving me is the only way.. just be ok.

sorry for the times i made you feel bad. but we still enjoyed our time together. i know we did. maybe you don't want to think about it now but it has happened, and nothing can undo that. it's hard to take, but if you're better off without me, then..at least i know you're feeling better. even if you forget me, just know that i'll never forget you, ever. my love...